Fear
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Fear is my weakness, you are my strength, but you're also my fear, my dear. So you whom brings me up with passionate doses of love and comfort, also brings me down to a time where I only experience anxiety and depression.
I neglect the fact that I think I need you. My heart tells me one thing, my mind another. My thoughts sometimes seem to find themselves twisted and bundled together, creating a submarine full of negative scenarios that never seems to surface.
My courage, confidence, and pride all wilted away like a flower past its prime. You were my first true love and now you're my best friend, but our connection is still sparked. You weren't the first at a lot of things, but you were the first to win my heart.
Our time has passed but could time be reversed? Is my constant suffering fate or a painful curse? You are my downfall, but your also my up-rise. Your love is like Red Bull; it gives me the confidence and the wings to lift passed any obstacle I may face.
I have the option, along with the power to forget, but still, my dear, loving you is a fear I will willingly never overcome.
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